Mess Ups. Always.

I feel like my life has been a series of mess ups. My mess ups.

I can not stick to one thing. Ever. I have never stuck a job out for more than 11 months. I quit school. High school AND college.

Am I the only person who can’t stay somewhere long? Who has to have change?

I can’t leave any room decorated the same way for more than a few months. I prefer to move to different places often. My hair color changes ever month or two.

I get bored too fast. I can’t stand being home all day. At all. I get headaches and I get sick.

I am in my mid-twenties and I can’t even decide what I want to be when I “grow up.”

Does anyone else feel this way?